| Just a thought |
[Sep. 26th, 2005|03:44 pm] |
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| | Marty Casey- Trees | ] |
I needed to write this down somewhere, so I figured this would be swell!
My Analysis of the Following:
1. Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot- I kinda like hot, even ugly girls are "beautiful"
2. who calls you back when you hang up on him- partially true, unless he's a dirty cheater, in which then DON'T call back
3. who will stay awake just to watch you sleep- ew, creepy...
4. Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead- That's right, baby me
5. who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats- which raises a very good queston- Did you want to die? Sweats= no public eye may see me
6. who holds your hand in front of his friends- To show ownership, of course, to remind his friends that you're his
7. Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you- Because he can't do any better!
8. Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says,".....that's her." That's her, what? Is this an inside joke or something? |
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| Wow! |
[Jan. 21st, 2005|04:32 pm] |
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| | My mom's voice, she's on speakerphone | ] |
So what's it been, two months since I've updated??
Christmas was good and New Years was as well. I really don't want to update, but I was told I had to so I don't know what to say!!
Jon and I are great, as usual. We hardly ever fight anymore and we saw a lot of each other over break. It's really nice to be back at school though. I missed my roomates a lot, too. They really are the coolest group of girls. If only Bethy could live here too!!!
Classes are going wonderfully so far! I'm finally starting to enjoy school. Oh yeah, to those who don't already know, I dropped my major. I'm officially no longer a music major and now a pre-law major. I'm also finally a junior again in this crazy school, which is swell. I will graduate next spring, which is SO SCARY! Who knows what'll become of me!!!
Alright, I'm tired. I need to read over some stuff before I go to Jon's tonight for a party. Yeah, that's right, a party. You should come; bring a friend... |
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| Dooms Day |
[Nov. 16th, 2004|10:25 pm] |
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| | Britney Spears- Boys | ] |
The title is ever-appropriate and I really couldn't describe today in any other fashion. I don't really feel like discussing why today is Dooms Day, but let's just say Political Philosophy has taught me a lesson I will never forget! Fortunately, I did what was right (unknowingly) and succeeded; in fact, we all did! :-)
So it's been a while since I've updated. I really don't have time to, not saying that those of you who update often do nothing all day, but in reality I envy you because I wish I could. It seems I only update when I have a beef about something or someone and this entry will prove no different. In the words of Julia Roberts, "Why is it that guys know exactly where to hit a woman where it hurts? Do they pull you aside in gym class or something?" No no, Jon did not physically hit me today. He did, however, manage to touch a sensitive area with an avoidable comment. I hate it when guys treat girls like property. No girl ever belongs to a man. In fact, men all belong to woman. We push your watermelon-sized body out of a hole in us the size of a lemon; without us you wouldn't exist. Even if men cloned, they need females to harvest. And yes, men are important in that whole cycle too, but, well, no buts, this is a dead subject. ANYWAY, the point is that men should never say things to make their significant other feel less important or merely an article of necessity. On the other hand, guys, you wanna hurt a girl? Treat her in a subordinant manner and she'll be sure to be hurt. Tonight reminded me of Pretty Woman, which was why I threw in that quote. A comment made by an unnamed, most likely easily apparent man was hurtful; it made me, to an extent, feel like a whore. Not cool...
To tie into that, I don't like friends who are only your friend when it's convenient for them. Going to visit someone, and then turning around and just leaving, while leaving another friend behind is very bitchy. Next time, turn to the other friends and say, "We are leaving," instead of being a dick about it later and saying, "Friend decided to go get a pop" or some bogus shit like that. Treat people how you expect to be treated or don't bother talking to them at all. There are enough assholes in the world, your closer friends shouldn't be considered part of that group.
On a brighter side: I've made two totally great friends this year. Bethany is the shit. I couldn't have more fun with anyone else and we have so much in common that it's scary!! She's someone I could see being in my wedding, if I ever decide to get married, she's just amazing. The other is Melissa, my roomate. She's freakin' hilarious and any day that I feel crappy (like Monday) she totally finds a way to make me stop thinking about it and just make me laugh. I am so incredibly lucky to make such great friends this year. Oh yeah, and I just wanted to express that Katie Collins is the sweetest person ever. She saw that I was in a shitty mood on Monday (eventhough I was trying to play it off as being sick) and later on left a cute little teddy bear with a card by my door! I seriously do have the best friends ever! And I'm proud to call her a sister now! :-)
Tuesday night my apartment is having a Toga Party. Anyone is welcome, but please let me know if you're interested so we know how many people are coming! It should be fun! I have to leave at about 1 am Wednesday morning because I have to work at Curves from 6:30am-1:30pm!! Talk about crappy hours! Oh well, it's money! Also...GRACE WILL HOPEFULLY BE HERE! I miss my Grace so much! She's my best Asian friend in the whole world and I can't wait to see her and Heather over break! I'm definitely missing my old buds!
Ok, this is kind of a long entry and I really have to study for diction now or else I will fail and I don't want that! I love this venting in the journal thing because it always makes me feel so much better! Sorry to anyone who actually reads it though!! K, homework, for real....ciao, bellos!
Ha! Isn't that cat the cutest ever?! I love it!! He looks like he's tweaking out!
Oh yeah, Jon and I have been back together for a while now. I don't know if I ever updated that, if anyone was actually still confused! |
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| Hmmm.... |
[Oct. 21st, 2004|03:41 pm] |
"I like to have a martini, two at the very most -- after three I'm under the table; after four, I'm under the host." -- Dorothy Parker |
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| Fast As You Can.... |
[Oct. 21st, 2004|11:18 am] |
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| | Fiona Apple- Fast As You Can | ] |
So, it's been a while since I've updated here, but I've actually been writing somewhere else, so I guess that makes it okay. It's 11:18 on a Thursday morning so all you music majors know what that means...Melissa missed convo again! I don't think anyone will really be that suprised, although I really did want to go today, Charleen is singing. Unfortunately, I'm a lazy ass and no matter how many alarms go off, I can't get up. I've been seriously lacking sleep from everything I've had to do this week, and I don't think I'll even start to get caught up until November.
So, I'm pretty sure I'm really depressed. I don't want to get out of bed in the morning, as stated earlier. I rarely have fun with anything anymore, everything seems like a waste of time. Jon and I are on a break for good reasons, but I don't think that is what's making me feel like this, in fact it's the opposite. Being on a break is starting to make me feel a bit relieved, that maybe the old Jon will finally come back. Who knows, I guess we've both got some growing to do on our time off. Does this mean you may see me and Jon with other people? Yeah, quite possibly; but it also means that you'll still see us together as well, which will most likely be seen more often.
I just really wish I knew what was going on in my head right now. It's like I have this line connecting my head to my heart, but the two are in a fight and refuse to talk about anything. I feel like there's nothing that I really love anymore, even music, which is what really worries me. It is like, "Congratulations, you've been invited to join the School of Music, but before you finish we'll make you hate every reason you decided to come here!" It's exciting, isn't it? I wish there was something like that in the broucure. I'm gonna go eat soemthing now and head to Spanish, where I will continue to sleep more and then Diction, where Diane can give me the evil eye for 50 minutes. Whatever, man....ciao! |
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| I miss my Asian friend.... |
[Sep. 30th, 2004|09:43 pm] |
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| | Fuck You, Aurora- Alkaline Trio | ] |
Aasian Goddess: Hey Ridgeway!!
Auto response from HelenaOfTwoStep: Soooooooo tired
Aasian Goddess: I got some news for you!
Aasian Goddess: Guess who I saw at a bar yesterday?!!
Aasian Goddess: Daniel Arwady!!
Aasian Goddess: (is that how you spell it?)
Aasian Goddess: anyway, he was drunk I think and he and his friend were all over this one chick who was cruncked!!
Aasian Goddess: and they were both macing on her....
Aasian Goddess: it was just so disgusting
Aasian Goddess: I know you really don't care, but I was shocked!!
Aasian Goddess: it didn't matter that I was completely wasted... I almost sobered up and puked when I saw it... dan arwady kissing a girl
Aasian Goddess: just not right
Aasian Goddess: now, don't you go thinking I was drinking just for the sake of drinking...
Aasian Goddess: it just so happens that I had two very very very difficult exams at the beginning of this week and I thought I'd release some steam before I burst!
Aasian Goddess: I got a free shirt outta it from the bacardi girls... It was a pimpin good time
Aasian Goddess: and I got free drinks all night long... not that it was a good thing
Aasian Goddess: cuz let me tell ya... it was rough getting to my 9er this morning
Aasian Goddess: good thing I made it to all my classes... go me!!
Aasian Goddess: I'm not a slacker!
Aasian Goddess: Hahah
Aasian Goddess: I just realized how long this really is... it's really long
Aasian Goddess: almost like my phone messages
Aasian Goddess: he he he he he he
Aasian Goddess: anyway.. I need to get back to some more studying... I'll talk to you later!!!
Aasian Goddess: I love you HUNNIE BUNNY!!! |
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| Pondersome |
[Sep. 26th, 2004|05:41 pm] |
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| | Phil's version of Great Romances of our Century | ] |
So I'm not really sure what's going on with me and Jon. Things are better, but I'm not positive how much. The breakup/argument thing was definitely necessary, though. It got a lot of problems out so hopefully we can work on it. I'm glad we're a strong enough combination to make things work. That's all I really have to say now. I guess I'll update more when I know more. |
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| ? |
[Sep. 25th, 2004|04:31 pm] |
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| | None, but I kinda miss the squeaks | ] |
Well, Jon and I are officially broken up now. That's right. He came over today and got his guinea pig and some stuff and left. To those of you who have been waiting for this day all along, congratulations but hey, atleast he didn't cheat on me. The rest of you, sorry to disappoint you. I guess some things just aren't meant to be. Good luck, Jon. |
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| Holy crap, I'm dumb |
[Sep. 23rd, 2004|04:20 pm] |
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| | The Sims music is in the background | ] |
HelenaOfTwoStep: i really don't want to go to opera
HelenaOfTwoStep: i'd rather sleep
Moonglow283: then... don't
Moonglow283: i want to sleep too.
HelenaOfTwoStep: wanna come sleep with me in my messy bed?
HelenaOfTwoStep: i'll put on some polka music
HelenaOfTwoStep: play a little "connect the dots"
HelenaOfTwoStep: under the covers
Moonglow283: ha
HelenaOfTwoStep: i really don't know what i'm saying anymore
HelenaOfTwoStep: i'm gonna go before i look stupider
HelenaOfTwoStep: more stupid
HelenaOfTwoStep: damnit, too late
HelenaOfTwoStep: BYE! |
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| Melissa's Rant Part II |
[Sep. 12th, 2004|08:58 pm] |
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| | Whatever track #2 is on the Spiderman Soundtrack | ] |
You know what I love about these journals? I can say whatever the hell I want to because I can and it's mine. I guess that's my preliminary discretion that this entry is going to be short but meaningful...
Some people really piss me off. It's like they're looking for a reason to make you mad. They find a position that they SHOULD know isn't one to take around me, and then push it. It's bothering me because these people don't usually piss me off, but tonight they hit a button. Who the hell do they think they are, anyways? Gurus? Whatever, man. The day I really listen to that kind of shit as advice is the day I actually start going to class every day in pajamas. Some people just don't know how to shut the hell up when it's something they know nothing about.
**I think someone's going to think this is about them, and it's not. These people will know who they are and I don't think they even read my journal, so no one else wig.
MOVING ON.....
So we had SAI tonight. It was a good meeting. I was having fun the whole time because, well, Amanda's hilarious. Actually, going back before that I broke my shoe getting out of the car going to the meeting; I should've known from there I was going to be in a bad mood the rest of the night.
Came home and my roomates are gone. They're actually still gone which really does make me wonder where they are. Meghan and I had fun all weekend. I really am so glad that I have such great roomates. Now that I'm totally calmed down since I got to vent, here's a little section dedicated to my hilarious roomates.
Quotes This Year So Far
Scotch- That's Quack-tastic! -or- I like-a do-a da cha-cha
Meggie- HORSESHIT!
KTQ- Wednesday night: I haven't really skipped any classes, aren't you proud? Thursday afternoon: Yeah, I really don't think I'm going to my 12:30...
Aw, I love you guys! :-) Homework time!!! |
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| Wow! |
[Sep. 10th, 2004|12:16 pm] |
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| | Nothing, I'm in the MB Lab... | ] |
So I'm actually updating!!! Who would've thought...
I feel like crap. I'm fighting either a serious cold or the worst allergies I've ever had; either way, it sucks big time!! Eventhough it's been awhile since I last updated, I don't really have much else to say. To my non-Northern friends, Jon and I are still together and doing really well. In fact, last week was our 9 month anniversary and since 9 months makes you think of babies, I got him a baby...kinda. It's a guinea pig named Splinter. He's actually really sweet, even though I was very scared to touch him. A bad run- in with Julie Hansen's in highschool was enough to do that to me. Anyways! This thing likes to be pet by everyone and has yet to bite. The biggest downfall: He's DEFINITELY nocturnal and likes me to know he's still up. He also really likes to crap all over me. It's digusting, I know, but it could be worse. I guess this little guy knows who he can shit all over and still get pampered all at the same time!
Class is going alright. So far I'm averaging well and my attendance is amazing compared to earlier semesters. Being sick, however, isn't helping. For example, I have concert choir in 40 minutes and am I going to be able to sing? Nope! I'm actually kinda sad about that....hmmm
Rush is going on this week and next. Tuesday was an I love the 70s theme and Thursday was I love the 80s. I was pretty bummed because I didn't go to rush last night due to my illness and I had some good ideas as to how to dress up. Fortunately, I've been told Lisa took pictures which brightens things up a bit!
My mom is coming to Dekalb today to play around with my computer in my apartment. Our connection is pretty much a joke. We're never all connected and it shuts down on its own....GAY! I really don't care that much about it, I mainly use it for the weather now since it's so obvious I don't really talk online that much or update this thingy anymore. I wonder when the next time will be....
Well that's all I really feel like talking about right now. I'm sure some time in the next month or so I'll update again. Until then, just call me if you wanna talk...you have a much better chance of actually reaching me!! Have a good weekend! |
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| Bad Mood |
[Aug. 15th, 2004|04:53 pm] |
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| | Space- "Female Of The Species" | ] |
WARNING: This entry is NOT really an update, it's more like a boring, pointless rant. You're better off skipping it and reading someone else's journal.
i need
::T.I.M.E::
=L_O_V_E=
**J*O*Y**
i need
{(SPACE)}
<3LOVE<3
i need
ME
That's exactly what I'm feeling like right now. I'm kinda in the same state of mind as Collin right now. I was sick all last week, not that my parents gave a shit. My mom still bitched as much as ever and my dad continued on festering as the alcoholic he is. Damn, I can't wait to get out of this hellhole. School is going to suck, I don't even want to be a music major anymore. I hate it. I'd rather do nothing for the rest of my life. I'll go to school, get a degree in psychadelics, then hang out by the school of law of medicine until I meet someone dumb enough to marry me. Then I'll never have to work. I swear, man, Monica Lewinski is my idol. That women could never work again. All she has to do is go around and talk about what a skank she became once she started working at the White House and she's set for life. That story never dies; everyone still wants an interview. Okay, I'm going to sit and watch everything in my wasted life fade away to nothing. My parents should've just got another dog. What the hell were they thinking when they decided to have kids!?
Alright, you read it... Don't you wish you didn't, though?? |
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| Nothing new |
[Jul. 27th, 2004|09:46 pm] |
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| | Zeppelin- Black Dog...thanks Mark! | ] |
So once again, I've waited forever to update! Sigh. Nothing new has really come about. I am working more than ever, as usual, and see little of Jon. I actually see very little of everyone; I just have no time. Heather finally came into Curves today so I get to see her. I went to see Anchorman with Matt Styka last night. I wasn't too impressed with the movie at the time, but now when I think back to certain parts, I realize that it was funnier than I thought. Styka also gave me a present- a signed Matt Nathanson c.d.! That's 2 for me now! :-P Anyways, it was his first c.d., so I didn't have it, which is always awesome..not like I would've cared if I already had the c.d. Anything with Nathanson on the cover is sex on a stick! Ha!
I've gotten really into physical fitness this past summer. Last Monday I started weight watchers, kinda...I mean, I'm following the program but I don't go to the meetings. I've also been working out ATLEAST 4 times a week. Sunday we got a treadmill (finally) so I've been using that, too. Yesterday I was on it for 2 hours (I was watching Law and Order as I ran!!) and then today I was at work from 7-1, then came home, got on the mill for 30 minutes, made a mixture of green veggies, then ran off to work from 2:30-8. It definitely was a long day, but I can honestly say I feel a bit better about myself as a more healthy individual. Let's just hope I can actually get some real results. *fingers crossed*
Well I've got a monster of a headache and feel like I need to go to bed; it has been a long day, afterall. I'm gonna pop in Love Actually and head to bed. Goodnight, all! By the way, my room's too hot! I need my own air unit!!! :-/ |
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| Another Lonely Entry |
[Jul. 22nd, 2004|10:30 pm] |
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| | Amy Lee and Seether- Broken | ] |
I really have to start updating more often...I'm starting to be like Mark and have an occasional update happen every few weeks! ;-)
Have you ever felt like a robot? Like each individual action you perform throughout a single day is the same, no matter how you try to change things up? This is what I feel like today. I keep trying to add in little things to posh my life up, but it seems to be falling in that "same ol', same ol'" category, which I hate. I'm going to study something, I don't know what. Perhaps I will finally get Jordan to teach me guitar, since he's so apt on doing so. It wouldn't be a waste of an experience.
I really have nothing else to say. Lisa, I got your postcard! Thank you so much! I'm glad to see you got home safely. And Becky, I often want to get out of here too. We'll have to plan a loooong vacation.
Goodnight, all! |
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| I'm UPDATING!!! |
[Jul. 14th, 2004|09:26 pm] |
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| | Dashboard Confessional- Vindicated | ] |
Wow, it's been a while again....
So first off, I want to say thanks to everyone who put up with me during my last journal. I felt a lot better after I saw who responded; I think I just needed someone to care, so thank you all SO MUCH! Also, if you didn't post and called, that meant shitloads too, so don't think I'm disregarding you in any way!
On to happier things, sorta...
My grandma is in the hospital. She fell last week and got hurt really bad so my mom's been over there ALL THE TIME and when she's not, I try to be, but I work all the time too...it's hard. Anyways, she's been doing better. She has emphezema (however it's spelled!), chronic stage one, which means she isn't doing great but could be a hell of a lot worse. She looks and feels better now, though, which makes me feel a lot better too!
I ordered a swimsuit tonight from Vic's, not that anyone is really going to care! Ha! It's cute, though, so let's hope it fits right! Damn Curves better be doing something for me!! Speaking of, I got CPR certified last night! Jordan! If you read this; I DIDN'T KILL ANNIE! In fact, I got 100%, which rocked my socks. I can now officially kill someone! :-) Actually, I do feel comfortable now. It's been 4 times of training in the last, what, 10 years, so I think I'm alright!
I see Jon all the time again; it's really nice. I honestly wish we could just move in together, but then I know I'd be missing out on a great year next year! It's going to be SO much fun with Melissa, Katie, and Meghan (Jena and Lil, you would've been awesome too, but I didn't make my mind up fast enough!). I've never lived with another Melissa before, so it will be weird! Meghan called me tonight and we talked a bit. She's just such a nice girl...I love it! It'll be nice to be in a fun environment again. :-)
Back to Jon...
All we ever do is chill, which is great. I love that I feel so comfortable around him; we just work so well together, I think. Like Tuesday, for example, I was way overtired from work and my Grandma's that I pretty much flipped out on him; not in the bitching out style (I seriously rarely ever do that), but in the "kooky" sorta way! I don't even remember everything I did, but I know I was teasing him with CPR stuff and chasing the cat around. I dont know, some times I just get way cracked out, I can't help it! On the other hand, Jon's great to curl up next to as well. I really didn't want to go to sleep last night, I just wanted to be with him, and I don't want him to be at work right now I want him to be here! Oh well, I guess I have to let him work, right?
Well I'm done updating because, well, my room is crazy-hot and I don't want to type anymore. Besides, the cat is driving me nuts! He's being like Megan's cat and going for the keyboard...those damn cats! :-P Okie, well I hope everyone has a good night and HOPEFULLY I will update this weekend after the party at 226 on Friday night! Sweet Dreams of Law and Order!! |
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